February 2012
i've felt like you were going to lie for me a...
i felt like you have talked to her. since like sunday mondayish because you have been acting all weird…but alll weekend i knew something bad was going to happen…and now i feel sick to my tummy and since we are going on this break whatever the fuck that means. then i shouldn’t be going on it feeling like this. so if you lie to me…. when i ask you.. then we are threw. i...
So I guess this could be it. I don’t want us to be over but you aren’t ready for a serious relationship. You want to be free and party and do what ever you want. And there is no telling when you will be ready. I wish that wasn’t it… But. It is. So. I’m heartbroken. I really am. I’ve been holding tears back all day. I’m not okay. And I’m not going to...
yesterday was great.
i really hate who i am like 90% of the time.
